INSIDE OUT                WITH KRIS

The moment I met my son, I felt unconditional love. But I also felt immediate fear, guilt, and shame. I didn’t receive that overwhelming magical love rainbow over me and my new baby, I didn’t feel any change in my heart, I loved him so much, but it wasn’t the love I had predicted or held an expectation to that everyone else seemed to have had experienced. Upon reflection now, I know that the wave of my other emotions that I may have suppressed for the time growing my son were